GLITTER DUST OF MY MIND. SOLILOQUY.
Sometimes it's just funny how irrational how some people act, it's ridiculous.
Fact: When you are taking the MRT (metro rail transit), you are taking the MRT like all of us normal people are. Don't act like you have to be treated extra special, cause the truth is, people won't. Of course an exemption when you are probably one of the following : Pregnant, Senior, Child or A Mother with a Child. Expect how the real world is on trains. Scenario: Ms Beautiful comes in, glammed up dressed like going to the Oscars, next to her is Mr Personality Boyfriend/Bodyguard carrying her stuff and bags. He guards her like not wanting anybody's clothes could touch her. She stands right there playing with her phone, while he stood behind her trying to make a circle around them to make sure no one comes close. It's too funny to do this man, when you are in a jam packed train very early morning. Ms Beautiful acts like she is irritated, complaining, that it's hot despite the aircon, she starts to feel grumpy, he whispers in her ears comforting words to make her feel better, rubbing her back. The train is crowded, so eventually, when it shakes left and right, of course people will bump into you. And OH MY! Of all the places my little body bumps into, is his divine guarding hand. Uh oh! Then he looked at me, stared me down, like he is going to punch me for breaking the Code of Divine Security, looked at me up and down, (not much to stare as he is a very tall guy) signaling me with his 2 fingers to back off as well as the rest of the people around them. I laughed at the gesture, it's ridiculous. Dude!! You wanna be overprotective of your girl, put her in a bullet proof van, hire the swat team, let her wear an astronaut suit, or get a hamster cage, or put her inside a bouncing bubble or something! Rather than be openly grumpy taking the public transportation. If you act like you are some rich person wanting to be treated special, why aren't you driving a car anyway? Dude, Where's your car? It's ridiculous to act up like that. Even our company VVIPs take the train and try to enjoy. Oh Life! Just too funny I had to share. Didn't mean to be mean. Just sayin! With all the drug pushers and dealers we see on the news in the Philippines being killed is highlighted now under the new President, I personally understand the trauma, it haunts me even till now. I am a VICTIM OF A DRUG ADDICT. I know & I have seen how people have struggled to get out of it.
I lived in an apartment during my college days where my then exBoyfriend and his buddies, take Drugs together in front of me. My mind was too young to understand, I didn't know the logic why they did. But I remember he would lock me in the bathroom, throw me a book to read while they do drugs. My parents were expats living in Singapore while I was wasting their money on drugs, not for myself. He would use my allowance money & tuition for drugs he buys from our school teacher, who I have heard is now in Jail. All his friends, I knew, were addicts. I remember their faces, that when I see them now, they still scare the hell out of me. At 16, he was a full time drug addict, a drug dealer, an alcoholic, a chain smoker, a sex and porn addict. He travels from Cebu to Dumaguete carrying drugs and marijuana for his friends. He carries an asthma inhaler because Guards let that go when they do security checks, inside that, he carry the drugs. He was a drug dealer, explains why people knock at our doors randomly at any time any day. I had no idea it was that bad, until that night, I looked at this man whose soul probably had left him, with glistening eyes that shine but dry, he smelt like rust, I watched him play Metallica as I was about to sleep. I woke up the next day with him still playing the guitar nonstop with his fingers bleeding, same position, same corner of the same room, no regard of time. It was gruesome. I lived my LIFE not having tried any drugs, but I lived with a drug addict. It's been years since 1997, he is now a Church pastor, but even if time has passed, memories of drugs, drug use, drug abuse by him and his friends, have never left my head. It replays when I hear the word DRUGS. It still give me creeps and goosebumps. The memories of it are traumatising. Do not let your families even go thru such. It will torment you for the rest of your life. Don't let it happen to you, your family, your kids. Don't let it DRUGS rob you of your LIFE. |
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