GLITTER DUST OF MY MIND. SOLILOQUY.
I cried my heart to God as I was in pain from a heartache that I struggle with. I cried and called out to God and He answered me. OBEY. Do not be ANGRY, not HATE anybody. All the more I cried, it is so hard Lord, so hard to love not hate people who hurt you. But God corrected me, "I showed you myself as an example. I never taught you to be racist nor for you to judge them because they judge you and racist towards you. I showed you love and mercy. They do not know me, so they do not do what I say. You know me that's why you know my voice and you OBEY ME."
Am I not just talking to myself? Is it just my own voice telling me what to do? Is it you LORD? And I heard. "MY SHEEP HEAR MY VOICE, AND I KNOW THEM, THEY KNOW MY VOICE, and THEY FOLLOW ME. I am the TRUE NORTH. OBEY." And it reminded me of the verse - John 10:27 I cried over and over battling with my own self. "God, I am so hurt! So Hurt my heart even cries." And He replied "I know so well you are hurt, but even in the past, you have been hurt too, yet have I NOT HEALED YOU? Have I not been FAITHFUL to you all these years? Remember that I healed you of all your pains you don't even remember any of it. Why wouldn't you trust me again on this one? OBEY." And I was silent for a long time and now I find myself writing it down so I will remember everything. Everything's starts and ends with the Lord. He is the Alpha and the Omega. |
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